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Muttonbirds are scattered along the coast today, brought in by storm’s tide. Swollen, they lay half buried in the sun, eyes hollowed by salt, feathers laden with drift sand. And I wonder if I can bury them all, or cast them back out to sea, their migration culled by the tender fury of a telluric mind. But instead, I sit and allow my heart to become a fervid outpouring of hopelessness and fragility, beauty and madness, and in place of some story about right and wrong, some narrative about what should and must be…surely?! I let the truth of my body meet what is here. Righteousness and sin torn asunder in a body that is too, a shoreline, strewn with many things that I flounder to meet with gentleness and compassion. I can only turn inward and allow the heart to be broken by what the mind wishes to ascend, fix, rage and medicate. I can only turn away from the story that horror is out there and not in me, or that beauty is in me, and not out there. To have no story at all is to reside in the heart and witness a tide that can only ever offer what I choose to offer myself.
In response to the heartfelt requests from our community to address our shared anxiety surrounding the elections, I've approached the topic in the most authentic way I know—through poetry. I invite you to engage with this poem in your own unique way, drawing comfort from the words that resonate.
Should you feel inspired, I’d love for you to share your interpretations and thoughts in the comments below. Your perspectives enrich our deeper understanding of what it means to be human during these uncertain times.